Going to school

Well now this was a challenge, first of all I was not the number one student, but I always wanted to be it was so hard to get subjets that I wish there was enough education in my country to help realize that some kids need extra reinforce to help them beter and sadly to say there are still plenty of those kids with the same case as I was, i was afraid to learn I guess My self consious aws telling me I could do it by the other that I can not explain what it was ,stop me from learning, there was a point that I though I was the dummest girl in the classrom and I did believe that I used to think that, learning was for smart people, and people that had good economy, I guees a healthy nutrition has to do a remarkable difference, sometimes I will have to go to school with no breakfast or go to school early for a cup of warm milk and bread that school used to give if you went early, that was in elementary school,  middle school it was interlocking with high shool, so that was an unfortunally not the greates experience, I realize now that I am a grown person that I suffer from bulling almost every day, and I though that the girls did not like me because I was so poor, some girls were having fun to laugh at me and put tramps when walking to make feel down,they were cruel, but I though then it was okay that I deserved for been so poor.