Fathers day

I just finish writting my blog and got erase again like the others before I am so frustrated that I feel like exploting,today fathers day is a disaster and this is the only way to express my feelings,my husband is  in such a bad mood that it makes me worse of what I am already,my morning has been a disaster I hope no one reads this I always work on mothers day and also today,saturdays and sundays are the busiest days for me I had so much homework to do and not enough time before I go to work, my husband is expecting a party i guess because he is so agraveted,I wanted to get him a wine and he got it himself yesterday IO can not get him flowers and I could not get him a card because I finish really late yesterday, plus on top of this my mother calls me  this morning regarding my sister that is taking advantage of her and her husband I have to mention this she is so luky that she is in (South America) only ghod knows what would happen to her if I was in front of her,on top of this I have a very busy day at work today tahat I have to fly to write my work and still do a lot of reading wich I did not finish and I have to rewrite this blog because the one before thi one is gone ,I think what ai really need is to go away at least for 5 days I dont know where to the moon if I could,the life in this country is to tired too complicated,work, kids, husband,I thinf I am tierd of all I need a good break,I will think about it,but now I have to rush to do my work before I get late for work and have to wake up my oldest kid who is still sleeping and did not even have breakfast I dont remenber if I mensios that I only have coffe in the mornings and I am a littlke dease already and besides thi I have to check on my baby that is playing outside with his dady instead of messing with my work.